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Regrets, regrets, hmm. I've already forgotten where I've come from, the times where I've gone wrong. Right from the very start to this very part, I wish to see another day. This force I have to live with for another day, the bad memory makes me wanna fade, like my mind is going through a raid, and I've wandered off looking for shade. Too much to deal with till the rest of my life, this all lives in my headspace. I need some space, how can one show face? I need some space, how can one show face? Any regrets? I got many regrets, I can't seem to forget, just the thought of it makes me sick. The clock news, it says tick, the mind loses, it's clicked, the switch, I can't seem to flick. Allah, please help me, looking for a place I call my own, everything seems so unknown, I've always been alone, in my head it's just me, this force travel free. I'm having a normal conversation, these thoughts conjure up with no invitation, attack give me like an army, call it invasion, and I'm trying to save myself operation. In this story I am the mental patient, who's very much in need of his medication. So much in my head, something I'd like to shout from the rooftop, I want this all to have a permanent stop, like a cold drop. Maybe once I might have stopped, my head won't feel like a rock, I'm hard headed at the same time, light headed and I'm heavy on the ground, trying to air my sound, the baggage I carry, think I've been all around. Stuff I've been through, you won't catch me and myself, I'm trying to detach my own wife, was sadly stuck and I'm out of luck. I've got to live with it or is it living with me? This is all driving me crazy, I feel viciously scarred, in my own head I'm permanently barred. In my own head I'm permanently barred. Allah, Allah, Allah, please take away these feelings, it's you I'm needing, it's you I'm needing. And forgive me, I feel so guilty, am I a suspect, am I a victim, this pain is inflicting, these regrets need a victim, I'm an easy make me steady my load, I talk with you in my head, these thoughts I'm trying to put to bed. If and when you judge me on that very day, when you hand me my book, I know I won't ever say, but all I ask for is some mercy, as much as I might be unworthy. This world really curse me please my lord, this really hurts me, actually this you already know, just let me say you are the unoing, my mind is overflowing, these thoughts are ongoing, you are the all seeing, so allow my eyes to see, just for my well being, help me with these regrets, you're up you know how hard it gets, please feel like we finish this, or maybe I can lock these thoughts and chuck away the key, and leave to better bail me, dying for acting can't do I should read, I can't let these regrets affect my head, ya Allah take away these burdens, ya Allah give me your pardon, because there's many a time, many a time, feel like I'm reliving my crime, reliving my crimes. These mistakes are all of mine, these mistakes are all of mine, what's done is done, no backspace, I've left that trace, Allah please let me know I can haste, anymore, anymore, so many regrets are mine, so many regrets are mine, let me get on the right lane, help me move forward, drink me from the bow, I wanna move forwards, not moving backwards, paradise I wanna walk towards, for the times ignored, let my sins become rewards, forgive me, apply a great code, please me now my lord, my future I can't afford to lose, I can't afford to lose, Allah is you I choose, Allah is you I choose, help me with these regrets, these regrets let me forget, and also not forget, allow me to use it to progress, ya Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah. Regrets, regrets.